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I watched a story when I was five years-old. I watched the movie that I know by heart and backwards. The story every little girl believes is how life is going to be. The story every little girl acts out in her bedroom, wearing a plastic tiara and her mother's too-big high heals. It's a love story. I would always have my favorite teddy bear be the prince. It ended happily ever after each and every time I played. And I was the happily married princess.
Maybe I watched it too many times. I was eight and I thought I was in love. I thought I had found the perfect boy to be my prince. I would see him at school and he would be my happily ever after prince, in my imagination. The girls teased me for thinking so. I called them my step-sisters. They resented me for it, and I was ridiculed more. I stopped saying my romanticised thoughts out loud. I quit pretending I was characters when I was in front of people. It was the easiest thing to do.
By the time I was twelve, I was thinking I was destined to be alone forever. My girlfriends had all gotten boyfriends. I wanted nothing more than someone who would just love me. I wanted to be seen by all the boys, and loved by them. I tried to gain positive attention, but only lost what friends I had. I was left with three friends who were willing to be seen with me. I had developed a case of obsession with finding someone to be with me. I was a hopeless case of love-sickness.
I stopped obsessing over love. I stopped obsessing over boys. I stopped obsessing over being with someone. I was sixteen. I had no problem with attracting the boys by then, in fact, I attracted quite a few. I did what they all wanted. Talked with them, flirted with them, teased them, acted for them. I didn't have a prince. I thought I didn't want or need one anymore. Then, I met this... boy. He was awkward and tall, thin and his eyes were always smiling. He didn't say a word to me. Just kissed me. All those feelings of love and emotion came running back up to the forefront of my mind. I knew I shouldn't have, but I kissed him back. Kissing led to touching. Touching led to more. And more. And more. And when it was all over I realized just how much of a mistake I'd made.
This wasn't a movie. He was no prince.
I was no princess.
Maybe I watched it too many times. I was eight and I thought I was in love. I thought I had found the perfect boy to be my prince. I would see him at school and he would be my happily ever after prince, in my imagination. The girls teased me for thinking so. I called them my step-sisters. They resented me for it, and I was ridiculed more. I stopped saying my romanticised thoughts out loud. I quit pretending I was characters when I was in front of people. It was the easiest thing to do.
By the time I was twelve, I was thinking I was destined to be alone forever. My girlfriends had all gotten boyfriends. I wanted nothing more than someone who would just love me. I wanted to be seen by all the boys, and loved by them. I tried to gain positive attention, but only lost what friends I had. I was left with three friends who were willing to be seen with me. I had developed a case of obsession with finding someone to be with me. I was a hopeless case of love-sickness.
I stopped obsessing over love. I stopped obsessing over boys. I stopped obsessing over being with someone. I was sixteen. I had no problem with attracting the boys by then, in fact, I attracted quite a few. I did what they all wanted. Talked with them, flirted with them, teased them, acted for them. I didn't have a prince. I thought I didn't want or need one anymore. Then, I met this... boy. He was awkward and tall, thin and his eyes were always smiling. He didn't say a word to me. Just kissed me. All those feelings of love and emotion came running back up to the forefront of my mind. I knew I shouldn't have, but I kissed him back. Kissing led to touching. Touching led to more. And more. And more. And when it was all over I realized just how much of a mistake I'd made.
This wasn't a movie. He was no prince.
I was no princess.
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A pensive, as well as contemplative, mood. Late night write. Let me know what you think.
This story struck when I was thinking just what princess movies had done to my image of love.
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Comments/critique/feedback wanted.
This story struck when I was thinking just what princess movies had done to my image of love.
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Comments/critique/feedback wanted.
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First of all, the title was what attracted me to read this.
The message was loud and clear: fairy tales don't come true and in reality there are no over-romanticized happy endings.
I liked how the piece was in chronological order: from when you were a little girl to now. I also liked how you didn't just write one sentence and expect the reader(s) to understand; you expanded on the points you made. Good job on that.
I'm pretty sure other girls, including myself, can relate to these feelings of love and how we used to believe in fairy tales and their happily ever afters.
I've never read anything like this before. Overall, this was a good piece of writing. Keep up the good work! <img src="e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/s…" width="15" height="15" alt="" title=" (Smile)"/>